dark blonde red violet,
Training only gonna resume on 6th march, ard 1month.
Once bitten, twice shy. I shldnt be making the same mistakes over and over again.
We have so many opportunities in our life, and once you don’t grab it, it’s gone.
Well actually I should count myself lucky to have a second chance, but yet I didnt go work it out.
I didnt make things happen.
Yet, I’m waiting. Still waiting.
This had been the longest wait ever.
But I wanna let go, at this point of time.
It must be at this period, or else I wont be as determined.
It’s like now or never. Let’s be something different these four weeks..
Okay just stop thinking so much, you know you can’t carry on like this.
You know you can help by stop giving false hope, cos I’m gonna stop believing it’s gonna happen.
P.s. I dyed my hair, and I dont like it.
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life’s never fair,
All because of my injured leg?
Life is unfair, never fair.
Because you assumed, you never asked, and I dont bother to explain because..
But do you even think I want to get myself injured?
Nice one.
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love the way you smileeeee,
OH! I’M GONNA FIND A BOYFRIEND WHO HAS A SUNSHINE SMILE HAHAHA. THAT COMPLETELY CAN MELT MY HEART AND MAKE MY DAY UH. AND SOME GUY “UM CHIO” IS DAMN CUTEEEEE! AWWWWW.
Me scared of uncle fierce siaaaaa ): Hahaha but well, it’s alright, natural recovery is the best hehehe. Cannot eat egg ah, no biting of me please lol! Me is no longer an eggggg, my hair is growing pong alr! Me like! (Y) Eh wait, I wasnt even an egg before lah tsk!
Can you gimme your dimple pleaseeeeee? W/o any condition alrightttttt! C:
SometimesI’m quite relieved that I get injured, although I’m unable to train. Consider myself lucky, injured at the right period uh lol. Ahem ahem.
This week was a tiring week, practically chionging projects throughout. So out of 5 projects have completed 3 projects weeeeee! Done with ITAB, IDEAS &MOB, which now only left w CRS &GEMS. Which are halfway done also I suppose. Wah feel so relieved after we managed to chiong all the projects dued in few days time. Projects done, which means presentation coming damn itttttt ):
We managed to chiong ITAB within one day! Which is like from 11am-10pm, today whole day machiam all of us in my room and do until crazy. Okay actually I didnt do alot cos I never listen in lesson so I also dont knw how to do lol! Hahaha good achievement! Bcos at first we thought we wont be able to finish it lol. Weeee (Y)
Alrighttttt no more regular blogging! Exams just round the corner, must buck up alr! I have been skipping lessons and not listening during lessons like crazy. Well I’m also lazy to blog also la! HAHAHA. Exams start on 11Feb, screw MOB!
I wanna change my blog url. Eh nope, I’m gonna change my blog url. Just waiting for the right time, the right moment! Soon alright, soooooooon! :b
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just so you know,
I’m sorry to whoever I screamed at just now. I really am okay! I just can’t control my temper you know… like words can just blast out from my mouth. I have a bad temper, I know i know. I get pissed off super easily. Sorrrrrrryyyyyy I’ll try to control next time!!! I just need to calm down on my own when I’m pissed off lahhhh. Like just ignore me instead of keep talking beside me, cos I cannot think when it’s noisy. Then when I scold people, I don’t think before I act -.-
I just can’t stand it when ppl like to drag things, or rather po po ma ma lahhhh. I mean that’s me la, but I’ll try to tolerate okay :/
Dui bu qi~
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am not egg!
Hihi I’ve rebonded my hairrrrr. WEEEEE (Y)
Okay so now it’s as flat as pancake, as straight as ruler, as weird as an egg -.- I’ve bad friends who keep laughing at my hair!!! Hahaha damn bad lor all bully me. I wear cap to look more normal, then they keep remove my cap, go die ahhhhh! HAHAHAH.
AM NOT AN EGG. AM NOT AN EGG!!!!! ):
Just gimme one more week alrighttt!
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Today I’ve actually planned to..
- Do MOB report
- Do IDEAS project
- Study ECONS, STATS &MOB
- Do PACC &ECONS tutorial
Hahaha but I failed terribly! I didnt even do any of the points mentioned. Not even one zzz. Eh wait, I did want to do MOB report de lor, but I dont knw where the hell to find the question at BB. So cannot blame me rightttt. So ended up I used laptop for the whole day! Watching all sorts of dramas &variety shows. I was too lazy to go out w my family for dinner too.. Omg total failure, must start studying alr!!!
Anw, I’m rebonding my hair tmr! Weeeee how eggciting! ^^ I wanna dye my hair too, but not so soon! Should i redye it brown or dye black? :/
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Okay there’s something very weird. Like I dont understand how can people from friends/classmates for so long and never get together, then after few years later they become couple. So weird!!! Like imagine they’re like friends/classmates for so long but were not close before, then so sudden drastic change become couple sia. Dont understand what they’re thinking. Worst still if the bf/gf used to be your friend’s ex, like wth only! NOT WEIRD MEH ZOMG. And i dont understand why break alr still can patch back. This is like… then in the first place dont break lah, dumb or what only!!!
I used to think that from close friends to couple are weird, cos like since close friends alr jiu cont close friends la! (stupid mindset i know) But now I think close friends are at least better than friends lor! At least you still can understand the person better! (raises eyebrows) Then if really cmi, then can stay at close friends stage right hahaha! Friends are actually a very surface thing hmm. You never know who is your fake friend and your real enemy.
Worst still, dont understand why some people can get attached while others remained single urghhh. Ahemmm. I think I’m an amazing apple, hor? HAHAHA.
So I conclude, humans are weird hahaha! Okay I admit, I just have nothing better to do lol!
P.s. I just realised not only my ankle is swollen, now even my toes are swollen lol! Damn fat laaaa tsk.
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dumb or clever,
We choose the dumbest things to go the hardest for.
Dumb right, sighhh. Why are you so dumb! :/
Okayyyyy, I’ve got back my laptop (Y) Well it’s only just the beginning of twenty-ten and yet things are not going smoothly for me.
Till now, this week was so damn tiring. Monday supposingly to study, in the end I ended up watching dramas, playing neopets and wasting my time. Hahaha all thanks to Weidong lending me his laptop huh! Sacarstic sia, but still thanks okayyyy! C:
Did liberty like finallyyyyy! (Y) That’s like a miracle though. But still thanks Ainslie, Chencheng, WEIHAN, Pohkang, Clement, Weidong &Songrong! For stunting with me, teaching me, spotting for me, saving me when I’m falling, and everything which make it possible uh! Hahaha. Still when something good happened, something bad bounds to happen after that zzz. Okay hope this is not gonna affect when next time we try out again luhszxs. Okay it wont la!!!
I hate walking nowadays. Wth those stupid looks on people’s face just bcos I walk in a retarded way cos of my sprained ankle. But cannot be help what!!! Damn those strangers who laughed at me and acted the way I’m walking -.- Tmd where’s their heart sia. Okay I just hate walking now, so damn tiring. Walk a short distance wanna die alr! Imagine I usually take ard 7mins to walk to MRT, now I took ard 30mins to walk to MRT zzz. But I’m fortunate that I’ve lovely friends who helped me along the way lol. Like how Pohkang, Clement, Songrong &Zoe walked me home; how Weihan skipped his lesson and accompanied me go sinseh; Lydia &Zoe piggyback-ed me; Weidong, Weihan, Pohkang &Clement piggyback-ed me as well; and how Zhijie exclaimed that I’ve injured my leg in the train trying to hint to others so as they can offer me a seat; how Cindy they all feel sad for me and much more uh. Hahaha retarded much but thanks alright!!! (L)
I’ve been skipping lessons like crazy. I’ve no idea what all the modules are teaching, esp stats! I didnt attend any lecture at all ever since last few weeks of last term. Omg kill me. Okay not only stats laaaa, but zzz. Not gonna go trnn for ard 2weeks, or rather till my ankle fully recover! But still I’ll drop by when I’m free la, although the chances would be slim cos I’ve to chiong 5 projects which most of them are dued in 2weeks time!!! And of course study for MST ): So you can miss me in the meantime! Hahaha but aiya we’ll still meet even though there’s no trainings actually lol!
After my recovery, I wanna do liberty againzxsz. Sian the feel now like gone alr ):
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ignorance is my best friend,
And in the end, it’s not about who’s skinnier, or who’s prettier. It’s about who can survive through all the name calling, and dirty looks. It’s about who has the strength to not care.
If you realised, I didnt go online recently. That’s because my laptop is at the service centre!!! ):
I havent been blogging recently too. Because now I have to be extra careful of what I’m gonna type out right here. Which I think is rather stupid, cos I shld say whatever I’m feeling right here.
So much things happening these few days, heard from so many stuffs from so many people. Then it’s like whatever you do, it will be interpreted differently for different people. Some will take it negatively, some will take it positively. Then how to make both sides happy? Life is so not fair, no matter what you do, you just can’t please everyone.
I know it’s selfish to please oneself first. But why would you even do something which will make you unhappy? I dont like means I dont like. I just do whatever I’m happy with as long as it’s not those that will have great negative impact. Aiya why must things get so complicated in the first place. Why must humans think about the reason behind everything people do? Cant it be something just out of no reason, something random, or even something just bcos the person just want to do it at that point of time? Then issit now before whatever things I wanna do I must think of others first? I mean it’s not that I’m selfish to not think of others. But dont you think life is just so miserable if before you want to do anything, you still have to consider about how others feel, all those possible circumstances that could affect anyone, when you know you cant please everyone? Humans are still selfish, just to different extent. Then how! Quarrel ah? -.-
Everyday is a decision.
And this, is my decision.
I choose not to say anything. I choose not to solve the problem. I choose not to change anything.
Because I’m afraid. I dont like changes. I hate changes.
I dont want anything to affect any of us. I rather the problem to keep hanging there between us.
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朋友一生一起走，
The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
Friends. Sometimes the stronger the friendship, it’s harder to point out their mistakes. Just because you cherish this friendship and you were afraid what you whld have said will change their perspective of you, or rather you were afraid they would be pissed off, you were afraid this bond will break. If a small lil incident were to affect you so greatly, and if this friendship bond is to break so easily, what kind of friends were we in the first place? Rmb, you choose your own friends. And what you all have gone thru to become friends. Isnt it stupid just bcos of stupid stuffs it affected the friendship, issit worth it?
Okay can you see the first link over here now? At the end of the day you were just afraid that the friendship bond would be broken.
Why people like to judge others just from what they see at that point of time? Or rather believe in some spreading rumours. Misunderstandings, miscommunications. I mean why whldnt you want to find out the truth before concluding it. Like people tend to come up w excuses, so as to cover up their lies. Then have you ever thought of why they choose to lie? Who the hell on earth whld like to lie anw, except those haoliao ppl la. Yes it’s wrong of them to lie, but then have you ever thought of why they wanna lie? WHY WHY WHY. There’s always reason behind everything you knw. They have their own reasons why they chose not to tell, or rather chose to lie. Which we will never understand unless they choose to share. Have you ever thought that the reason might be you? And then what have you done that affected them. Have you ever thought of that? Then so what if they tell, what will you think of them, yet again. Stop pointing your finger at others. When you’re pointing your fingers at others, did you realise the other three fingers at pointing back at you?
Stop assuming, stop yiwei-ing. What you don’t know can’t hurt you. It’s what you suspect that screws everything up. Though it’s good that you have your own stand but why cant you get the facts right first! Can you see my point now? This post is not to offend anybody okay. If you think/yiwei I’m referring to you, please think through what I’ve said. Have you realise the link over here? Can you see the problem alr?
Okay sometimes it’s seriously better not to know so much. It suck to be stuck in the middle, when you know about the problem. You’d try to help, but somehow it doesnt work.
Urghhh why cant humans be honest to save all these troubles. Even though the truth will hurt, but others still have to face them someday what! Isnt it better to settle the problem earlier instead of creating more problems at the end of the day? Okay la I guess humans are made this way, to face all kinds of shitty situations.
I’m just linking everything or anything that I knw. Wait, I didnt mention any names right, so dont yiwei okay.
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on my own,
Yiqian is a bad girllllll! It’s 12.52am now!
Today is already the last week of school, freaking fast lor. And within this week I went to school everyday, but I only attended two days’ lessons, like on Monday &Tuesday only. Bcos I think going for lessons on Wed is a complete waste of time, 9am somemore! So well you knw I’ll tend to skip every Wed lessons la, okay I’ll try not to skip next week onwards! Thurs cos got open house thingy then I chose to go for CCA showcase instead of lessons. Then fri supposingly I wanted to attend stats tutorial but then I realised I didnt do my tutorials and I’m lazy to bring laptop. Damn it, I really want to attend stats tutorial de okayyyy, but well.. hahaha.
Okay I’m really really really drained out. Trainings 4 days per week, omg please! I seriously cant imagine how I’m going to cope w my studies, or rather spend more time w other people instead of everyday cheer here and there. Not that I hate it la, but it’s just to an extent that it’s quite exaggerating uh.
Must overcome my phobiaaaaaaa. Hate it, feels so loser just bcos of some failures ): How sia tskkkkk.
Why cant people stand in other shoes uh. I mean I will feel this way bcos I have my own stand. But then how can my stand be so easily affected just bcos others are more firm on their stand, and which seems to be convincing? Okay what’s over it’s over, no point saying since I cant change anything as well. Cant be that selfish too. As a team please!!! But it’s always so not motivating.
Okay okay okay okay okay. I yiwei-ed to alot of ppl today lol siao liao lah!
P.s Dont always yiwei that I yiwei-ed okay hahaha!
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