I wonder who else still will check back this site. Well, I will. Whenever I feel like going back to the past.

I don’t know why I’m blogging back here again. Maybe because I don’t really want people to read what I blogged? I just need a place to vent you see.
I don’t know what’s happening to me now. I don’t want to get involved in any games anymore. It’s too tiring. Too many emotions as days passed. Nope, I’m not playing any games as well. I like how things are happening now. But I’m afraid that I’m sending out the wrong signals to the wrong person sometimes. Am I too selfish?

I’m neither giving up nor holding on. Contradicting yeah? Idk if this makes sense.. Aiya I’m contented with the situation now really. At least way better than I thought it would be. I’m not expecting anything anymore. Not because I gave up, but I know it’s meaningless. How things gonna turn out is not gonna depends on me anymore. Sigh I don’t want the same old history to repeat. I won’t be able to take it again.